Calm Down

Pheuh! that's what my express of relieve, what I can say, all the hardworking, effort and commitment of my group since for the past two months met the end. To go in detail, this semester of study was a big challenge for me, as I am the Project Manager of my group of 6 members. Now I know, how hard is it handling an organization even I'm just hold it as in-class-practice. However, the pressure from surrounding, short duration of project, the sophisticated storyline, the problem persisted, the way of overcome to solve it,responsibilities and whatnot, that was a very huge opportunity and experience for me and my fella, as everything from first to last we have gone through much like a real world situation we'll be heading and face soon. There is much more indescribable experience countless to be packed up and elaborate here. Anyway, thanks and congratulations to my group members for attending, hardworking and very countless commitment all of you had given until the pretty well and nice reviews and comments of Final Presentation from others I can say. The satisfaction and experience is worth priceless. Yes it is. ^^

Now I feel relieve. Calm down mode (0.o)


Tribute to Cai, Bo, Bell, Yon & Shathis.



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A Pray for You

You have been one of the best of my heart.
it's hard to forget the nice moment of the older days ago.
I hope there will be a another chance,
but it is impossible due to surrounding condition,
I was chopped stupid for being remembering you,
a pray for you,
wish you'll be the best among them,
wish you'll be stay healthy and live life in fortune,
wish you a happy life always, now and forever,
wish you'll be success,
no more argue,
stay calm until the end,
lowering down your ego and broader your mind,
this is all needed for you to stay happily ever after,
regards,
your ex amigo.



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Bliss

I was not writing for along period since I was too busy with assignments. Everything was done step by step and runs smoothly. Last week me and my group of 7 had to do some video shooting regarding to our assignment at Tg. Malim, Perak, 45 minutes of driving away from KL. Right after finishing it, we still had a plenty of time to spend.



We left and drove away from Tg. Malim, changed to ferry for Pangkor. Initially , we didn't plan to go to Pangkor, it was unintended and spontaneous plan. Ok, we have shot to Pulau Pangkor. We accommodated a chalet, and spend very precious time there. Boat riding, snorkeling-which we had a chance to see lot of beautiful creatures underneath the sea, although not much, but satisfying. Everything was awesome from first to last we stepped up on Pangkor island land until we left it. More to count. Indescribable. Although it only takes 2 day and 1 night, the experience was like, only we knew how was is it, marvelous. As what could I mention here, it was not only about the assignment and vacation, but it was all about the teamwork, the journey, our journey, it was beautiful. ^^

tributed to Cai, Farah, Bell, Acong.
credited to Wan and Fareen for lending a hand and joining us!

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Bad Luck

Farah's Kancil


The Avanza

I was on the passenger seat, Farah who are the one who driving the car. We are on our way to go to a police traffic station at Ampang, for a purpose, Farah want to pay her summons. On our way to find the route to reach to the police station, we took a small road behind a building. As we getting closer to the police station, we reached at a small 4-crossed junction. Both our left and right view were blocked by a large wall. Its a one way road, as we had conversation, so suddenly an Avanza appeared in front of us, with a flash of moment, we hit the left side of the Avanza. I was just like &*%^&$$^$&! Speechless, addition, I'm not buckled up seat belt, luckily I'm not thrown out of the windscreen as we are not in high speed. Bell's shin hit the front seat. Everyone on cockpit was OK. We looked on each other, sort of blurred intention. After a sudden burst sound heard from the front bonnet, we out of the car and see what happen, the front of the car had a minor damage due to collision. Not a serious one. Luckily, no injury and the car still can be move. We proceed to the the police station and make a report. Thank goodness, nothing too bad happens. ^^



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Moved On

Ever since almost everyone around me knew what was happen to me lately. My bad moment and disaster of my life I can say. Things are getting clearer now, what I have passing through was a fake, a "couple" of fake guys claimed as a good friend, bullshit! I should alerted about this earlier because some of other concerned friends has realized about them and did told me to be careful with them. Thank Goodness, He has separated us, me with them before everything is too late. Nothing much I can do anymore, and I wont so. Its all revealed. Everything was just over, its gone. I'm so over it(relieved) and I'm moved on. They are really showed their act that they're totally threw me away, haha, simple to say, Don't they ever think that I throwing them away too? Much more fucked up in humiliated way. hahah! Pathetic. So silly to them. ^^

Thank you for everyone who supporting behind my back, since the first from the incident happens to the present. Your appearance and support really makes me feel like I'm being so appreciated. Thank you too because of you're all understanding, being witnessed and making fair judgement of the incident and you're all with me all the time. So that's the meaning of true friendship, investigated from leave to root but not easily jump and making idiot assumption like "one" of those faker made. I really appreciated it to all of you from the bottom of my heart.

Friends, be careful not to be blinded by those fake friends, glib mouth. They're so lucky I'm not mentioning their name and put their photo here, as I still have respect to them. In addition, they never deserved me as their friend ever. Never.


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Today Was a Fairytale

I was just in speechless state. Only a few close friends knew what actually happened to me yesterday. It was totally sick, I felt like I wanna scream, yelling or even shouting, but to no one. That was totally a horrible feeling. Everything that what I want to do after was ruined. However, there was a miracle happens later, and yet, replacing against the bad situation i had just a few hours before. Thank goodness. My mood recovered. Things getting better. ^^

After class today, Fareen tapped on my shoulder, she whispering, "I wanna see you tonight, I really wanna see you". I was just say OK. I knew, there must be something went wrong. She doesn't have to hardly speak to me and mentioned a lot, as I may easily catch up whats on her mind easily. As planned,that night along with Wan, we fetched her. We had dinner together. Yes, as what I have thought, she really needs my ear to listen to her. I know how does it feel when sitting on her places, I have been thru a lot, much way worst than that. After all, everything relieved when what supposed to come out,she's expelled it. Later, we watched a movie. That was unintended, but we managed to watch Alice in Wonderland.

The movie was OK. Pretty nice IMHO. I feel like I was in childhood age watching that kind of fairytale movie. As the movie ends, some scenes in the movie still visualized in my head. I love to watch fairytale, today was a fairytale ^_^

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Happy & Absurd

Yesterday, I found my ex-primary school batch 97-02(my year of study batch) group on Facebook. I was surprised, I never knew when was the group was exactly established. I have added all the members who I knew. All of them, almost. Suddenly, my notification robustly bunched with a lot of wall post. They remember me, we have updated on each other, I'm so glad they're still remembering me! Most of them are still the same wacky and crazy, hilarious. However, they said, I'm the only who transformed a lot in my appearance. Haha, which part? Am I? I'm wondering. In addition, we recalled all those nice moment we had when we was in primary school, childish behavior n so on. I'm so happy. ^^

Today, I left Ipoh for KL by bike. As soon as I arrived, I went to college with Wan and Cai. We've planned to settled all it needs to register for the new semester. However, it such a bad day. Cai and me are not allowed to register because of long haired and hair is colored respectively. Shit! It just like useless we rushed to the college, but we can't do nothing about it. So, it just like we only visit the college without settling what we are supposed to do. Then we just going back home with ^&^%%$$%^%^ over our head. Blah!



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